This here is a collection of health-related magazines I have yet to read - some purchased today, some purchased last month...I need to read them. Reading things like this helps me focus. My head has been very screwy recently - if people new the inner workings, there would be issues - and I haven't been able to focus on novels like I used to - so I'm gonna read these instead. They'll help me focus on this instead of other things. They will.
7 weigh-ins until my friend's wedding. An ex will be there. I was a size 12 when I dated him. Maybe size 14-16 the last time I ... was with him. But either way - several stone smaller than now. Obviously 7 weigh-ins is not gonna get me down to the same size as I was back then. But I could be smaller. I WILL BE SMALLER. I must be smaller. Sigh.
I hate myself sometimes.
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